I love PSYCHOLOGY

Hi people ! whoever you are, I wanna tell you about what the one of many things I love the most. PSYCHOLOGY.

When I was child, I never wrote on my daily diary that Psikologi is my goal.  I wrote “doctor,lawyer,nurse.”  as my  dreams. Till I got pass SHS. ups, not yet. But when I sent my first application to first univ I still did not write Psikologi, I chose social politic degree. And…the result..That Univ rejected my application. Huaaa…i was not frustrated yet. I tried at other univ. I chose ‘education’ as my choise. Guess what then? I was rejected twice. I still remember, I was crying to my Dad, I felt regretted  because feeling guilty. But Dad said “Allah has beautiful plans to you, don’t be cry.” I sweapt my tears and typed application again. but, that was a strange feeling, I just kinda daydreamed in front of my computer, I still did nothing till adzan magrib, I just doing chose, edit, chose, edit…..And then My Mom asked me to take a pray first…and asking to Allah, what the best choice to me. So…I did what my mother said.

After taking a pray…I opened my computer again, and without any doubt, I choose psychology.  two months after that time, I received LoA (Later of Acceptence) :D though I happy but I was not too satisfied.

But now…what’s going on. my love has grown. (as usual, I hard to love something new), so finally I fall in love absolutely with psychology. This is one of God’s plans for me.

Psychology teaches me  how to love my life, how to feel the feeling that someone feels, and how to forgive my self and others.

 psychology makes me to change my goal. at the first  I want to be someone who gets success and life happily with  family, someone who has many money, someone who drives a  white dark Juke. Or who arounds the world. But I think,not enough like that. Life is too short to enjoy just by ourselves. We have to share it. Not only with family member, friends,neighbor, but also with many unknown people in the world.

I don’t know why, whether I am a pleonastic or not, but I always feel sorry when I saw a schizoprhen, an autism, someone who has probles with mental health or other child or adult with special needs. I’m sure that they never demand to God to create them like that way. Oftentimes, Many people give them a jugde, that we have to send them away so our life can be peace, or shortage of them is the shameful things. It’s because people doesn’t know yet, how much the burdens on their brain. They want to share it but they’ve been rejected.

So, I’m decide. I will be a best clinical psychologist. I want to take care all of them, I wanna crying loudly with them, and telling for then that God has a beautiful secret to them. Sometime they will know it. And they have to be better for someone they love.

Sometime I wanna share more about psychology. and want to ask for all people the world to save someone with mental disorder.

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